what's on my mind now?

i have been feeling stressed these days. im here at work on a Saturday morning, when i'd rather be out, joining the throng of sweaty bodies in malls and tiangges, basking in such commercial satisfaction. hell, what i would give to have an anxiety-free set of neurons: bills to pay, a seventy-thousand-peso account to liquidate, project proposals to review,edit,and approve, the warning digits of my bank account, clients who still wouldn't pay for the services i have long rendered and delivered--i swear i could go on and on but i wouldn't. ranting is really, really tiring.

i'll be off to davao tomorrow and will be there for a whole week. i'm thinking of taking off to singapore or hongkong from there (would that i could). god, i need to get out of this.

i'm gonna nail your ass,baby.

shitty,shitty. his ex called his mobile again this morning.. why 'again'? because she did just that last week -- same time, same day.

she ought to be afraid. very afraid. she is definitely in trouble.

you've lost your spunk

yes, that's what a very good friend told me. i seem to have lost that glow, according to her. and she is oh-so right.

for one, i have stopped doing some things i used to. i haven't been working on projects outside my day job, nor have i been actively scouting for them. i am also a little out of touch with friends who usually are my greatest stimuli for almost anything.

i need to feed my mind. it's devastatingly hungry, starving, drooling for some real thinking. books and good films won't suffice nowadays. i need to be bad ( just exactly what i mean by that is no cause for worry, honey). i need to be back.

maybe i've gotten so spoiled and sheltered. i think it's time to hit the streets again, fearless and brazen. just follow what the shoe with a swoosh ad says.

confessions of a shopaholic

so what. i need some entertainment.

smile, tintin, smile