I'm 25 and I wish never got out of college.

When you're faced with things like monthly bills, your sister's school allowance, bills, and more bills--plus the thought of not being able to set out something concrete for your future in terms of career and a lot more--you'd really wish all you have to think about are homeworks, deadlines, baon, and Saturday night gimmicks.

It's not about angst, really. It's simply about life not "promising a heavenly dessert" (borrowed from my all-time favorite movie Antonia's Line. And well, all they told us back in those high school career orientations was that "we have a bright future ahead of us". Bah.

Oh sure, I do.

Except that I have to keep working my butt off and who knows, I might snap out of this soon. I sometimes wish,too, that I was still my college self when I would question everything and when I still believed Marx has the answer to everything.

Maybe a caffeine fix has the answer. Darn.